Something completely different.

Something completely different.

Why do the things that are so small cause so much fright?

Things that create fright for many, but not for all:

  • Mice

  • Cockroaches

  • Flies

  • Ants

  • Spiders

  • Centipedes and their cousins

  • Wasps

  • Bees

  • Needles

  • Viruses

For me, it's spiders. I will literally turn over the entire house if I see a spider. Why?

  • I am many times bigger than the spider.  

  • I am quite a bit more lethal.

  • I am privileged that I can get quality medical care if ever I should be bitten by one and need medical attention.  

I think it's because small things represent big things in our minds.  

A spider is not just a spider. It's something that can move around me without my noticing. A spider can land on me in my sleep and bite me (at least that's what I tell myself). A spider could create more spiders, and they'll land on me in my sleep and bite me.  

Look at all of the levels of fear that I've created from a tiny insect?

Quite honestly, writing it out my fears is helping me understand them a bit more.  

What are you afraid of?

I missed yesterday because of nachos, brats, beer, and a baby.

I missed yesterday because of nachos, brats, beer, and a baby.

Being desperate is not shameful.

Being desperate is not shameful.