What art is
If art is a result of the function of processing every experience of your life while not making art, then it can be said that what you do behind the scenes matters more than what you do in performance.
In the same way, you - now, are the result of everything mistake and great decision you’ve made up to this point. It can also be said, how you think and what you decide behind the scenes only gives you returns when it’s not to show up and act.